Have a nice month!
POSTED AT 07:37 PM

Have a nice month everyone! I hope everything goes great for everyone out there!
It sure started well for me! my bro gave me a new cell-phone! hehe! They gave it to him from work and he didn't need it so he gave it to me! yay! My old device was starting to play tricks on me after three years of ...terrible use! lol
But later on at work things got a little out of hand! I felt so sad and upset! Someone spoke to me in a way i didn't like!
But other than that well.

~Kelly~

Lovely
POSTED AT 08:55 AM

This month isn't off to a great start but what can you do?
My best friend broke up with her sweetheart and she cried for two days! Aaarghhh! I didn't know what to do to make her feel better!
Now that guy is acting like nothing happened and asked her out again! I wonder is he suffering from psychotic rampages or something? lol
As for me...i am single at the time so i guess i am not facing these problems!lol
Don't know if that is good or bad! For a long while my friends kept telling me that i didn't let myself go that is why i rarely fall in love!
Who knows!
I bet there is something in store for me too!I don't wanna be with someone just to be with someone! I want to fall in love!And i swear i am not that picky!
I think! lol

PS: Yay! I got accepted at the Marry me clique so now i am officially married to Lex Luthor from Smallville!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dan Brown-The Da Vinci CodeLose my breath-Destiny's Child

Here i am!
POSTED AT 08:08 PM

Some days passed by and still nothing important changed!Not that everything remains the same but i kinda feel indifferent sometimes!
The woman i substitute at work came to visit us in the office with lots of pics of her newborn child! (she was on maternity leave)! and my is he handsome! He is adorable and he looks a lot like her! Aww! sweet little kids! :D
Then it was Nick's name day so the ones called Nick or Nicky brought us candies and stuff! So many! lol It is a popular name!
And at last i think i did a little better at work!!
Aaah! I want to find the time to create a clique collective because i have some ideas fro creating some cliques btw! We will see!
Stay tuned!
Take care all

~Kelly~

Hey there!
POSTED AT 09:02 AM

I feel so down right now! Maybe that is just because i am sleepy or maybe it is because the days during which i will be in this job are slowly coming to an end!
My contract ends in late January and i don't think it will be renewed!
No that it matters that much since i am under a lot of stress in this work but anyways! I guess i feel scared because i am inexperienced!
Other than that it is cool since i will go shopping again this weekend! I already bought many things last weeknd!
Take care all!

~Kelly~

A little bit of...
POSTED AT 10:09 PM

Well as the title says Friday at last! It has been some time now that all weeks seem to either pass very quickly or drag and drag...I don't know! Maybe it has to do mostly with my mood and less with other things!
I have been working for only a few months about 5 and alreayd i feel like i am ageing! lol It is like my whole life revolves around work! I never thought it could happen to me! I know we hear about modern society and how it has alienated us from our true destiny and callings and how it deprives of the time we would normally spend with our family and loved ones! I find that partly true!
It is not like we have no time! we do have time but we feel so exhausted that getting up and go meet a friend or do something requiring so much as physical activity seems unbearable! lol
I have missed my friends so much! I used to come home from work so tired that all i could think off was take a bath and go straight to bed!
I had to turn down a lot of offers for that! I hate it! I used to go out so much more often in the past!Day in, day out it is up to me what i make of them but lately i haven't been making them anything! I mean apart from working on sites...
On the plus side is the fact that i am familiarizing myself with my computer! lol
And of course that i have been joining cliques and fanlistings like a maniac! Lookie which ones i have joined! lol
As for other stuff an embarrassing incident has occured at work! Thank god not many people noticed!
I got my period and spread stains all over the place!lol
I suppose every woman has stories to say about that but i suppose it affected me more due to the fact that i already feel kinda down.
I didn't understand a thing but when i stood up to go to the team leader's office and make a contribution for a good cause-a colleauge needed immediate surgery and we gathered a few bucks to help-there it was! Hehe! The good thing is that it didn't show on my jeans but the chair was ...messy! I had to clean it!
Well ok! I suppose that was oversharing especially if you happen to be a guy but i just needed to get it off y chest! I hope nothing like that ever happens to me again!

Take care all!

~Kelly~
A Little bit-Liberty X

Saturday Night Fever
POSTED AT 01:08 AM

Well my best friend just left! she was at my house and we were gossiping both staring at my computer screen! I was working on this site the whole time! lol
We hadn't seen each other for almost 9 days, which in itself is unthinkable! We have known each other since 1998 and we haven't been away from each other fro more than two weeks in the summer! and that was only because we couldn't go on vacation together! Well we weren't allowed to! lol
Meh silly parents! But we went in 2001 and that was the greatest summer of my life so far!
There are so many things to remember but i wont go down that memory lane right now!
It is weird! It still feels like yesterday and it hurts me to see that we have drifted apart with some of the friends we used to have back then! Then again one might say that we also made new ones but it is not the same!
Anyways i guess life goes on and there is no way to bring back those days. What we can do is make the most of the current ones!
So guys of 2001 i hope you are well wherever you are!!
I miss you!!!!

Take care all!

~Kelly~
Live Bait-PJ TraceyEvanescence-Where will you go

Troppo
POSTED AT 09:01 AM

Well, why did i entitle this post troppo?
Troppo means too much in Italian! Well this is how i feel , like everything around me is too much, too loud, too weird, too familiar. I don't know! Maybe even too cheerful or too depressing! I am going back and forth in my head! Can't make up my mind if i like it or dislike it! But i am having fun...sort of! lol
Another week is just starting and here i am!
I hope it will be a good one!
Havea nice week everyone!!

Take care all!

~Kelly~

Persuasion
POSTED AT 09:10 AM

Goodmorning all!
Well in my job i have to convnince people to do something! not buy or sell anything but still convince them that it is better to do something other than doing something else! I used to think i am good at that but i am not so sure anymore! I get upset and i feel sad smetimes that is why i am not sure i enjoy it that much anymore1
Don't know!
Wish me luck for today!

Take care all

~Kelly~

Just a poem/song i have been working on
POSTED AT 09:56 PM

I am so trusting of you
i wish i could say the same for you
but you look at me like i am miles away
when i am always there when you have something to say

I don't know what to do, tell me how
to control the sorrow that is taking over me
tell me is it too difficult to see?
I am there standing in the cold
hanging on to two words you once told
me one day when we were together
and we thought it would last forever
Tell me how to forget all those memories overwhelming me now
tell me now, tell me how
to let go of a dream that sustained me
for so long i believed in the power of love
when you were someone i thought i could have
all my life i have been searching for
someone like you to come along
and make me happy and free

I am so broken inside
i have no place to hide
all my thoughts are confusing me now
i don't know what to do tell me how
to escape from the prison of myself
tell me how
to connect to the feelings i stifled somehow
tell me now

I am so sad and destroyed
all that i feel is a void
deep in the darkness of me
there is no light, i cannot see
where i am going, please tell me how
to find my way in this place
give me a map, your eyes, your face
so that i know how to find you
Tell me how to reach out to the coldness i succumbed to somehow

am so trusting of you
i wish i could say the same for you
but you look at me like i am miles away
when i am always there when you have something to say
The Killer-Somebody told me

Inigorating
POSTED AT 06:44 PM

If there is a day that can start as mediocre but turn out pretty good then that was it!
I was really down when i got to work today! I felt so anxious and restrained by all my fears and complexes! lol
The problems at work really get to me. I mean it is not like anyone will say something to me because i work hard. I really do!
I am one of the first to come and one of the last to go! But if you are a perfectionist like me you just have to do this extra work to feel better!
I know this is just a temporary work, by February i will be gone but i need the experience plus it makes me feel it is worthwhile!
The system had a problem again so we had to log in about 25 times throughout the 8 hours we are in the office! It was really frustrating! I hate it when it happens! But what can you do?
I suppose it wasn't that bad since i called one of my best friends and we gossiped a little bit!
Yep i know that is typically female but i couldn't help it i was bored! Plus S. send me a game in my email so i had fun throwing snowballs at reindeers! It was really fun!
Now i am in my brother's office just across the street! He is busy so i have a little time on my hands! lol
I am not sure if i can upload the game here so everyone can get it and play! I will try!!!

On the pros list i have to add that i got added in two cliques! Yay!!!
I claimed Evanescence and I was marked by Luis Miguel's and Enrique Iglesias's voices! Yay!!!

That's it for now!

Take care all

~Kelly~
Kylie Minogue-I believe in you

another song- If I couldn't
POSTED AT 08:44 AM

Okies!This is a song i have been working on! It is not really complete but here it is!


If i couldn't

If i couldn't ease your pain anymore
and i left you feeling sore
If i couldn't make the pain go away
but i stood by you everyday
Would it matter how we used to be?
would you see the difference in me?
And would it make it all okay
if i decided near to stay?

'Cause for so long i have been fighting for you baby
yeah, for so long
Listen to me baby, i am here whenever you want me to
Yeal listen to me baby, i couldn't last a day with you, on ho

If i couldn't see through all your acts
and i was blinded to the facts
If i lost you for a little while
would you miss mje and my smile?
Would it matter if i wasn't there?
Would you think that i don't care?
But would it make it all allright
if i remained within your sight?

"Cause there are times i feel like i am dead
and all because of the things you once said
Yeah, sometimes i feel like you believe
that i am not here my love to give

But i swear to you my baby
I'm so in love with you
Yeah, i swear to you my baby
i'm gonna make you see it's true


Well that was it! Tell me what you thought!

Anxious
POSTED AT 10:03 PM

Well, anxiety is a major problem because it is a primary feeling these days at least for me!
I guess it is onlt natural since i am expected to sit for some bank-entrance exams which means that if i pass i will be hired as a clerk! It is closer to what i have studied since i studied economics but i have always wanted to deal with human resources management! Well you can't have it all! I am content where i am but it is only temporary!
Then again i do have some time to think about it but...we will see

Take care all!

~Kelly~

My perfect guy...
POSTED AT 01:03 AM

your perfect guy is a punk-rocker, most likely in a
band. He's got awsome talents at music, and he
must have strong feelings for you, cuz guys
like that are usually shy. nice catch!


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What kind of cat am i?
POSTED AT 01:10 AM


You are a Siamese! You are fun-loving, playful,
energetic, talkative, and exotic. You are the
center of attention and you love every minute
of it.


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Close to X-mas
POSTED AT 01:31 AM

I know it is nearly Christmas so lights,celebrations and decorations are all around but is everyone feeling happy?
I mean ever since i was a child Christmas depressed me, even though i generally had a great time.You see it is not about the presents or the celebrations it is mre about what you feel inside!
Though i am happy that baby Jesus is born i always get depressed! Maybe it has nothing to do with the celebration/holiday per se, maybe it is more about the season,the time of year full of cold and darkness! It is a bit gloomy!
Then again you could ask how can it be gloomy with all those colored decorations all over the city?
Perhaps it is the weather! Or maybe it is a childhood trauma i have supressed?lol
I don't wanna get all philosophical but i feel kinda sad as i am typing this!
It is not that i lose my cheerfulness but i guess that wheni am left with nothing to do, i feel blue this time of year! I suppose i can work through it though!Dont know....
My Prerogative-Britney Spears

Typical...
POSTED AT 08:34 PM

Hey! I had some big plans for today but it was pretty much ruined due to the weather!
I hate it when it is cold and dark and it rains!
Guess what? A Combination of the three!!Since 11 in the morning!
Darn!!! And now it is like 7.30 pm and it rains like hell!how am i supposed to go all the way across town to this great place with great music and food?There are power blackouts and there was a fire-thnakfully it is raining so i don't expect it to spread or anything but the smoke will be much!
Darn! If i want to go there i now have to get a cab and with all that traffic i have a vague idea how much it is going to cost me!lol
Then again i am working now so i can afford it but i hate the weather so my mood will be blah!
Grr!My best friend is going to hate this whining of mine!lol
So i better stop it!
I will look at the brigh side of this! What bright site? I need a light here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okies let me think!
Good food!
Good company!
Good environment-unless it turns into Venice and i have to swim my way back home! lol
Erm...What else?
Don't know!!!
Blahhh! I will listen to some music!!!

Take care all!!
~Kelly~
Infatuaton-Christina Aguilera

Celebration
POSTED AT 11:31 PM

Everything around me is so festive! I like that! It helps me feel better! When i look outsie my window i see lights and colorful stars and christmas trees! It is lovely!I went outside with my friend and had the most delicious cheesecake!She told me all about her and her b/f and how he has been acting lately!...
Men are so weird! They accuse us of being weird and secretive and temperamental-well, in my case it is true but that is another issue! lol- but they are too! Only they get mad when you point that out to them! lol
Well, nerver mind! I guess this is just the way things are!
What else? Oh yeah! My brother is out of town so i will take the bus to work tomorrow morning! Strangely i find that soothing! not my bro away but taking the bus!It clams me and i need that because lately things haven't been going...smoothely! lol
But thankfully i will be taking my days off so i will relax and go shopping!
Take care all!

~Kelly~
you should really know-The Pirates

Worrying
POSTED AT 06:10 PM

Yep! Onc e aigain i am staring at the screen at work and i am having trouble due to sytem problems!It is so slow! This server gives me the creeps! like it has a mind of its own and won't let me work! lol
I made the Christmas tree with my mother yesterday, i know it is a bit late but we just didn't get round to it before!
It looks great! Plus i went out with my friend yesterday so it was a bit cheerful!
She had a fight with her b/f but they got back together! Yay! I like happy events!

Take care all

~Kelly~

Finally!
POSTED AT 09:02 PM

I am so excited!
And I just can't hide it!
Yay! hurray!!! Weekend at last! Christmas! Who would have thought it would feel like yesterday when i got the job back in August! Hehe! Now i only have to work tomorrow! Monday 27th is a day-off so i can relax as much as i can!
Things have been good! not ideal but good but these days i shouldn't be such a whiner! lol
I have missed Asimina,Maria, Dorina, Katerina, Vagi! all my friends! I hope i will have the chance to meet with them really soon!

Should be updating
POSTED AT 11:25 PM

God i feel like such a slack! There are stories i haven't updated for months even for almost a year! I feel awful not only because i owe it to the story no matter how bad it is to finish it but on some boards there were people actually reading them!
Piper in Horroville is one! I thought i would finish it in no time cos it was so intesne and emotional that it came out naturally and effortlessly but i just got lazy! The same happened with a couple Smallville fics! I will do my best to finish those as soon as i can!
I have added most of my fics in the content pages so you can view them once you click the link Content or the button that says fiction on my first sticky post!

Take care all!
~Kelly~
P.S. And i still haven't sent any x-mas cards! Sorry guys! I will be sending you the cards/letters soon!
Sorry Jann,Rach,Bel,Lee,Brit,Manu and everyone else!!
The Murder Book by Johnathan KellermanNothing Else Matters-Metallica

Cool day!
POSTED AT 05:37 PM

Hehe! I know it was Christmas Eve today plus i know that i had to go to work! I just left actually but honestly i had a blast!
We had virtually no phonecalls or work load or anything! It was great! Hehe!
All my colleagues spent their time playing minesweeper and solitaire and a cool name with snowballs aimed at reindeers! lol
Everything was cheerful!!!
Now i am ta my bro's work cos he still has some work to do and guess what i am again online playing around! lol

MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL!

Back
POSTED AT 09:50 AM

Well i had the day off yesterday and that was pretty cool!so i had the time to rest a bit and go shopping! I bought the coolest pair of boots! Yay for me! I love those boots they are so fun and relaxing!!!
Plus i had the chance to spend the day with my family and play with my brother! Hehe!
It was so cool!
We played Football manager 2005 and we are doing great!
My brother is the actual manager but i am in charge of the training and picking of players! lol

Anyways

Take care

~Kelly~

Reflections
POSTED AT 11:01 PM

Hehe! My brother is out for i might as weel post a little bit more!
I used my afternoon to post on forums cos i was seriously lagging behind in updates and in responses to threads that interested me!
It is so exhilarating to be able to discuss with people! I really love a good debate! Not a single-minded bashing thing but a good debate with pros and cons-cos let's face it there are almost always pros and cons! Mostly my debates lately have to do with Lana and Chloe characters from Smallville!
I hate the Lana bashing as i would hate the Chloe bashing or almost any other bashing for that matter! I don'tknow how people do it and feel happy with themselves! It really gets me down! Perhpas it is just me and my notion to keep everyone pleased and act as the peacemaker or the intermediary (ww?)
I wish we could all be content and try to find the good sides of things! But it is just me being the hopleless romantic and idealist that i am!
Awww!
I feel happy when others are happy but how can we be happy after the terrible incident that took place! That gruesome earthquake that cos the lives of thousands!
I just wish something could be done to alleviate their sufering!
I really pray for them and their families!
Johnathan Kellerman- The Murder BookHere without you- 3 doors down

Just a few more hours
POSTED AT 09:21 AM

It is so exciting! Knowing that in a few more hours 2005 will be here! lol
Just another year passed by! I wonder have i done something important so that ican remember 2004 by?
I guess the answer to that would be that i graduated! (With honors :D ) It was a memorable experience! The commencement ceremony was super! It was fun!Just standing thee with the little cap and the gown! lol My parents proud of me! Shaking the Dean's hand and commended for academic achievement! lol What i also remember is that that had a cost. I drifted away from my friends for a while. The ones who weren't in uni with me! The ones i had since high-school and either worked or studied elsewhere!
My relationship with my parents got better too! I think that they finally saw me as an adult though i have been one for some years now! lol
What else? Oh yeah and i had a great week of vacation on Evoia with some friends! It was amazing! I loved livig with friends! we understood each other we had fun we played and went to the sea and shopped and went out together!I would love to move out and live with a friend or two! I am just hoping i will find a new job since the contract in this one ends late January! so if i have enough money it would be good to live alone! I will be more independent and stronger!
I am hoping that 2005 will be a better year for me!!
\My best wishes to everyone out there! I hope that everyone has better year than 2004! And i am surely hoping that time will alleviate the suffering inflicted on Asian countries and Tayland,Pouket Islands etc.

Take care all

~Kelly~
The Murder Book by Johnathan KellermanLaura Non C'e-Some Italian singer